About Me

Hello,

    My name is Dyllon. I was born on January 29th, 1991 in Crowley Louisiana. I had a good childhood for the most part. My parents got a divorce when I was little. My mother got remarried a few year later. My sister and I lived with my mother and stepfather for most of our childhood. Before my teen years I was always back and forth from my mom's to my dad's house. I spent most of my child hood playing sim city and other games. I never really watched much TV. But when I did it was mostly horror or cartoons. The first zombie movie I watched was "Night of the Living Dead" that was released on October 1, 1968. After watching it you would think since I was a kid at the time that I would have nightmares. Weirdly, I did not have not a one nightmare. I mean I did have dreams of a zombie attack but I was not scared about it when I woke up. Throughout my middle school years I was lucky to have a mom that would let me watch horror movies. After playing a few hours worth of games on the weekend, I would wait till it was nighttime to watch a horror movie. Some of the movies that I always watch over and over again is "Silent Hill" and all of the "Resident Evil". That was my life. When it came to my high school years I had a hard time. I was in the closet and I wanted to tell people who I really was. I keep reading people's blogs about coming out trying to get an idea about it. Some was good and some had me worried for my life. But I finally did it. I was nerves and left my bed unmade that day before school. Knowing my mom would go in and make the bed and find the letter. I wrote that I was bisexual letting have hopes that I would be with a girl. This was in middle school right before I skipped the 7th, 8th, and 9th grade going straight to the 10th grade. Back to the story. Sorry I tend to go off topic sometimes. Everything went wrong that day. I could not focus on my classes. I keep thinking about what will happen when I get home. When my last class was over my chest started to tighten. Even worst I missed my bus because my school was changing the way we got on the bus. I had to go in the office and call my mom to come get me. When I called no one answered. All the thoughts from what I read was going to happen to me. The thoughts where that I was going to homeless and I was only a little kid. I told the lady working at a desk next to me that my mom did not answer. She looked up my file and found my sister's phone number for me to call. I typed the number into the phone and called her. I told her what happened and she said she would be there in a few minutes. When I put the phone down I went sit in a chair out the office. Before I know it my sister was there. When I got in the truck her boyfriend was in there too and the thing she told me made me want to faint. "Mom said you have something to tell me." She told me. It is nothing I said. She keep trying to get it out of  me. But I keep putting it off into when we where in the store I gave in and told her. When I told her I am bisexual she walked off. I stood there by her boyfriend. "She will come around." He told me. We took off and went to find her. When we did she calmed down and we where good again. When we got home my mom was not OK. Right when I walked through the front door I ran to my bedroom and started on my homework. I felt a little better after a few hours passed. It was right when I was finished with my homework when my mom came in my room. It was like she know how long it took me to do my homework or something. She walked in and set at the edge of my bed. "Your not gay." She told me. "I like both mom." I told her. "We going to get you help Dyllon." All the thoughts of a straight camp came in my head. "I don't need help mom." "I am calling you dad." "No mom don't." She walked out my room after I said that. I did not want my dad to know. My dad was a hardcore straight man. I know I would hear it from him. But all he said was that I was not gay. He said my mom is saying that because we live with one. He was talking about my stepdad. My dad and stepdad never got alone. Days went by after that and nothing happened. My mom came to terms of it. She even let my first boyfriend that I hid from my dad and stepdad come over when my stepdad was not home. Me and him only lasted a few weeks after I found out he was cheating on me. I think because of him I have that fear that the person I am with will cheat on me. After him I dated a girl for a week. It was funny how it happened. My dad took me to eat out for my 16th birthday. The waitress seem to like me and my dad keep trying to hook us up. This was a few days after my birthday when he took me. It was Mardi Gras when he did. When we were done eating we went to the fair ground and she showed up. My dad let us walk together and we got to know each other. We use to talk to each other at night till I told her I like boys. After we stop talking me and this guy started talking. I moved in with him when I was 17. A few months before I dropped out of high school. But, I did go back and finish. Anyways, I lived with him for three years almost four till I fell out of love with him. He just was not the same person he was when we started dating. But that is almost all of my teen years. I moved in with my grandmother after that. Then was off to Dallas. I lived there for two years till I came back to grandmothers. And then to New York with a guy I thought I would like it lasted it only two years. Now I am back at grandmother trying to make someone out of myself. Throughout life I always wanted to be a business man. I even went to college for a few semesters for it. But I did not finish. Then I wanted to be a writer and wrote my first book. It did not do so well. I tried again with another book but I was stupid and deleted the file it was in. I know I will get around to rewriting it. For right now I writing another book. As well as trying to be a blogger. This is why you reading about my life. I always loved writing. But, I could never finish because one I have bills, them student loans are coming to me now, and I never had the best computer to complete it on. Right now I am on an old mac that I got from Mac of all Trades. But this is where I am in life. I know I will get in a better state of it. If you ever would like to talk to me you could reach me at dyllon337@icloud.com. I always love meeting and talking to people.

Thanks for reading,
Dyllon Jagneaux